Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Where the Veil is Thin

   There are people in this world, that when we meet them, we feel so connected to them, it seems as though we have known them forever. The attraction is immediate and powerful. This can create no end of problems if one or the other of you are in relationships. It can be incredibly confusing and wonderful at the same time. The gift of these relationships I am learning, is not in the "this life or physical" expression of that remembering but in the recognition of the divine showing up within another human being.
  
    I have had many of these blessings in my life, but one such relationship that really stands out. Someone who has guided my life path in ways I could never have imagined when we met. Someone whom I love as I have loved no other, that I have seen in all their splendor and all their human frailness. Someone who embodies for me all that it means to be authentic and live with integrity. Two things I value tremendously.

    The confusion part of these meetings, where the veil between heaven and earth is thin and you have the occasion to really see the beautiful soul of another, is that sometimes it is easy to get wrapped up in this human coil. To wish for a different outcome, or a physical "right now" experience of that visitation. To manifest them into your life in a more meaningful expression of relationship. To feel loss, or the "what if's" of a possible missed opportunity. And in doing so, we become stuck.

     The learning in this for me has been about the gift of who this person has been to me and for me. That in fact without knowing, they were the light in the dark, the focal point that kept me going when things got really tough. That whatever the expression of that love is meant to be, the gift of it in fact saved me when I was lost in the shadows. And the best gift I can give back is to release you to your best destiny and surround you with my love on your way. In this incarnation, my love is as wide as the sky and as deep as the ocean. May it simply be lift under your wings to aid you on your journey. And in doing so I can release myself from the "what if's" and spread my own wings and rise up to my destiny. In your eyes, I see the face of God,  and the very best person I have ever known. And in my heart, for you I will always hold a special place. I hope someday, if you find yourself in darkness, I can repay the favour with the honor you have shown me.

     The grace in coming to terms with the great gift you have been in my life just as you have chosen to manifest, in that capacity and no more, has been long overdue. And from this point I can release the mortal feelings of longing, and simply find you in the gratitude that fills my heart.
There will always be a space just for you, free now of any expectations or hopes beyond wishing you the greatest life possible.

 In love and light,
Kathryn

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